Log of thoughts

So I decided that I was going to start writing in this blog regularly. I'm probably not going to shoot for daily updates, but I do want to write at least twice a week. I don't know what exactly this space is going to become, other than a log of whatever was in my head at the moment. Though that on its own has some merit. I told my fiancee that I was going to be doing this and she was supportive, because of course she is. I swear that woman is blinded by how much she loves me. I really need to keep her happy and taken care of. I do not deserve anyone that sweet. She is 100% out of my league. I know that isn't a real thing, but I don't know how else to express that she is an individual with a lot of potential, and the dedication and determination to actually see things through. While I am someone who will often start things and never come back to them. Case in point: this blog. I literally forgot it existed for 11 years. Besides that I guess I should start writing abo...

Here I am almost a full 11 years later. I never thought that I would ever return to this. Hell, I literally forgot it existed until I started working on a neocities site, and wanted some blog functionality. What would 24 year old me say if I told him where I am now in life? Probably that he would have expected me to be further along. But then utterly shocked that I'm going to be married this year. Doubly so for the fact that the woman I'm going to marry, I met just over a year ago. I think he would have assumed that I was going to meet someone and wait at least three years. Strange how life goes. Back then I was so confused and afraid about what the future would bring. I guess that's what happens when you live with severe, undiagnosed ADHD. He would be bewildered at the fact that I am now on medication and handling it quite well. He would also be bewildered at the fact that not only have I managed to go back to school, but it's completely online and ...